I like to dress in sexy lingerie in private/secret because even though I don't look the part, it makes me feel sexy. Sometimes I have vivid and detailed dreams at night where my fantasies get fulfilled. This dream was my first time and fulfilled a few fantasies.
It's Friday morning and I was getting ready for work. My wife woke up and we chatted for a few minutes while I finished getting ready. She reminded me that the kids were staying with their friends for the weekend and she was spending the weekend out of town due to them working on getting a new office ready so they could move into it in a few weeks. I spent all day at work thinking about how I would have the house to myself when I got home and could do as I wanted. I got off work, showered, and then picked out a sexy teddy, fishnet stockings, a lacy thong, and some sexy low heel shoes and put them on to wear around the house all evening. I spent the evening doing a little housework, laying on the couch watching TV, and occasionally feeling myself up enjoying the feeling of touching myself in the sexy clothes. Finally around 11 I went to bed and then the dream started.
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Had the weekend to myself so I dressed sexy for around the house and then decided I wanted to have some fun with myself so I hopped on the internet to find some videos to watch and landed on some CD/Tranny porn. I love seeing a man dressed in sexy clothes getting fucked and typically imagine myself in his place. Despite watching several videos, I was extremely turned on but just couldn't quite get there so I hopped on a gay hookup site. I haven't been with another man yet as I get nervous about getting caught but I enjoy looking at pictures of men in my area as it's easier to imagine them coming over and fucking me since they are local. More often than not, I just lurk through profiles and masturbate and don't typically interact with people. One profile I was looking at caught my eye. His name was Roger and he was my age and had a nice "dad bod" with an amazing looking cock that looked about 7-8 inches long, slender, and had a nice curve to it with a perfect mushroom shaped head. While looking through his pictures I accidentally clicked "Like" on one of them. I didn't think much of it and kept looking when all of the sudden, I had a message pop up. I realized he saw the notification of me liking his photo and messaged me. Before I responded, I received notifications saying he liked several of my pictures and my profile.
I was bored and still not quite "there" so I figured I'd chat with him. We talked via messages for a while where he asked about my fantasies and experience. I told him basically I have a deep desire to have a man use me however he wants and just have his way with me, basically just be a totally submissive fucktoy for him. I also told him that while I have many fantasies and desires, I have never actually been with another man and explained I was married and just had these fantasies in secret and that everyone was out of town for the weekend so I was free to dress and chat online. He replied that if I was all alone for the weekend and free to dress and chat, that meant I was also free for him to come over and help with my fantasies. I was nervous about the idea but was also very horny and not having any luck playing with myself and when I told him all this, he said he could come over and we could talk in person and just see where it goes. I thought about it for a bit and decided if I was going to try to fulfill my fantasy, I wanted to just go all in and do it and since my main fantasy was to get used, having him come over and talk and see what happens wouldn't do the job. I told him this and he said he understood and we kept chatting for a while longer. The more we chatted, the more I kept looking at the pics of his cock and the more I wanted that cock inside me. Finally I decided I was tired of being nervous and figured no reason to keep putting it off. I told him I wanted him to come over and have his way with me and I made it very clear that while I was very willing and wanting this, I was also nervous and may hesitate and resist some and that I needed him to be dominant and take charge and not to accept my hesitation. He agreed and said he was on his way and told me to be leave the door unlocked and be waiting in my bed, laying on my back with my head over the side. I agreed and we ended the chat.
I quickly freshened up and got myself ready and then assumed my ordered position just in time to hear him coming in the front door. He made his way up the stairs, stripped his clothes off in the hall and came into my bedroom. He didn't say anything at first, just walked up to me, reached out and roughly pinched my nipples and put his cock in my mouth. No words, just hard pinches and cock in mouth and I loved it. He leaned over and grabbed one of my wrists and tied it to the bed holding my arm stretched straight out to the side and then did the same with my other arm. He pulled his cock out of my mouth, placed a blindfold on me, then moved around and tied both my ankles as well with my legs spread apart and then moved back around and put his cock back in my mouth. He worked in and out of my mouth for a few minutes while roughly squeezing my tits. Then he pinched my nipples hard again and when I tried to let out a little yelp, he seized the opportunity and pushed his cock firmly down my throat all the way until I could feel his balls on my nose and held himself there a moment then began fucking my throat like it was a pussy that needed punished. I laid there and took the assault on my throat, tits and nipples and absolutely fucking loved it! After a few more minutes of this, without slowing down he said "There's something you should know about being my fucktoy. I like to share my toys" and suddenly I felt hard cocks get placed in both my hands and someone straddle my chest and lay his cock between my tits (advantage of being a heavier guy, I have large natural tits that love attention). I had no idea anyone else was there until this happened. I had a moment of panic but it was overwhelmed by the excitement knowing that this went from a rough fucking by one man to a rough gangbang and I would get very used.
Due to how tightly my wrists were bound, I was unable to jerk the men off, all I could do was wrap my hands around their hard cocks but was enough as they started to fuck my hands. The man on my chest pushed my tits together and started fucking them. They were all commenting on how big my fat man tits were and how good I looked in my lingerie. I was laying there pleased that I chose a teddy that had my tits exposed leaving them free to be fucked. The cocks in my hands both felt similar in size to Roger's but the one fucking my tits felt bigger, like MUCH bigger. After about 10 minutes, I heard Roger start to grunt and then he pushed his cock in as deep into my throat as he could and I could feel his cum start shooting. I tried to swallow as much as I could but found it hard to swallow with a cock buried in my throat so a lot of it started coming out of my lips around his cock and run down my face into my beard. Once he finally stopped cumming, he pulled out and then the cock in my right hand moved and took his place in my throat. He lasted a few minutes and then also buried deep and came in my throat. As he was filling my throat, I felt the man on my chest let go of my tits, slide back just a little bit and then I felt his hot cum shooting out all over my stomach and tits. Right as they both finished, the cock from my other hand pulled out and he walked up and sprayed his cum all over my face and into my mouth. I laid there, my throat sore from the rough fucking it received and feeling the hot sticky cum all over me. I felt like such a whore and I was in complete heaven.
Someone reached down and grabbed my cock and stroked it. I was so horny at that point I lasted about 15 seconds before adding my cum to the mix. They laughed and talked about how I was such a slut to get so turned on by being abused like that. Someone then said that I hadn't felt abuse yet and that is when I realized someone was untying my ankles from the bed, then my legs were shoved up into air spread apart and felt them get tied to the same points my wrists were effectively holding my legs up in that position. I then felt a large amount of lube get poured directly on my balls and could feel it running down to my ass where someone started working it into my asshole with their finger for about 30 seconds before replacing their finger with the head of a cock sitting at my entrance but not trying to go in yet. I moaned in anticipation. I have used toys on myself many times but that is always at my speed, gentle and slow, and completely at my control. This was different as this was a real cock being controlled by a real man who was ready to use it how he wanted and I wanted nothing more. He just stayed there though and didn't even try to push it in and then I felt someone moving over my face and lining their cock up with my mouth. I quickly opened my mouth ready to take it in.
Someone said they didn't think his cock was going to ever fit in my throat and I realized this must be the one from my tits earlier and I was worried because although I couldn't see it, it felt massive between my tits earlier. He just replied "this slut doesn't have a choice. I want him to take it, he's going to take it. Isn't that right slut. I nodded and moaned and he proceeded to slowly but firmly push his cock all the way in with one stroke. As he reached the entrance to my throat I thought there is no way this will fit but he didn't stop. He just kept pushing and after a moment my throat started to open and accept it, albiet painfully. As I was focused and this brutal attack on my throat, the man waiting at my ass took that as his cue and he pushed and quickly buried his entire cock into my asshole until I felt his balls hit my ass cheeks. Pain shot through my ass so much that I forgot all about the pain in my throat and then suddenly, both of them started fucking me in sync with eachother. The pain at first was so much I thought I would back out but then felt hands and cocks rubbing themselves across my tits from both sides and after a few minutes, the pain let up and was replaced with total pleasure. Laying there knowing I was exactly what I had always fantasized about being, a submissive slutty fucktoy for men to use and abuse. The thought of this made me get very hard again while I laid there unable to move with cocks pushing their way in and out at both ends.
After about 15 minutes of this, the man in my throat pushed his cock in deep, deeper than I felt him before and I felt a massive amount of cum start pouring out of his cock. He was so deep it felt like he was cumming directly into my stomach. At the same time the man in my ass reached down grabbed my cock with one hand and my balls in the other and squeezed hard. Pain and pleasure shot through my cock and balls at the same time and then I felt his hot cum start erupting into my ass. The feeling of having cum pumped into to me on both ends and the interaction on my cock caused me to cum again as well. I felt my own cum blast out of my cock and hit my tits and face. The two men pulled out at the same time and were quickly replaced my the other two who wasted no time in pounding my holes until they both also filled me up. After they pulled out I heard all the men talking and thought I could hear sounds of them getting dressed and then heard my front door open and close.
I laid there unable to move, not even sure I could move at that point even if I wasn't tied due to being so used, and wondered if they had just left with me still there tied up with no way to free myself. It was completely silent for several minutes then suddenly I felt a mouth wrap itself around my cock and start sucking and a hand start gently squeezing my balls and another hand start gently playing with one of my tits and nipple. This continued for a few minutes until I felt myself about to cum. I tried to saw something but my throat was so sore from the assault by the massive cock that I couldn't do anything but grunt and moan. The mouth around my cock seemed to understand and he started sucking deeper, harder, and faster until I shot my cum into his mouth and I could feel him swallowing it all up. Once he finished, I felt my legs get untied and then my arms and finally, the blindfold came off and Roger was standing there with his cock hanging in front of my face. He asked if I was OK and I nodded. He then asked if I enjoyed myself and I nodded again, maybe a bit more agressively. He leaned forward and kissed me and told me I had been such a good slut for him and his friends. Still unable to talk easily, I smiled and then moved my face up and took his cock into my mouth. He said I had served my role and didn't need to suck him again. I looked up at him and sucked harder pulling him in and moved my head up taking him all the way again. He only lasted a minute before he started cumming and when he started, he pulled his cock up and let the cum cover my lips and then leaned down and started kissing and licking my lips then without another word, he kissed me one more time, playfully smacked my tits, told me he wanted to use me again sometime if I was willing, and then left. I heard him go out the door a couple minutes later.
I laid there for well over an hour just playing with the cum that was still all over my body until it it had all been rubbed in or dried up. Finally I felt I had enough strength back to stand up and go shower. Once on my feet I found I was very unsteady but made it. I stood there in the hot water for about 20 minutes. I didn't even bother trying to take my lingerie off and I wasn't sure I had the energy to get it all off and stay upright. As I turned the shower off, I woke up from the dream.
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As I laid there in bed after waking from the dream, I realized I had came all over myself during the dream and was rock hard again. I proceeded to jerk myself off while thinking back over the dream.
This is the first of my erotic dreams. I have had several since which will get their own posts as will future dreams.